all you need is college and theres your answer

so ive been talkin to ang lately and we talk less and less and today she finally decided to say something...
ive noticed that we have talked significantly less since ive been home and started goin to kish
now im not complainin cuz im sure her plate is full with a whole bunch of shit so i dont want to get her off focus of anything. I mean of course i still love her AS A friend but its nothing more. She told me to start telling her things more but its hard thats all plus my life consists of nothing right now hah
yeah sure ill party but that shit isnt important or as important as other things like the job i didnt take at vektor and instead hopefully will get a job at menards...I think about it and realize that things were easier before. Shits harder now. Its harder to find good friends, girls, and good video games hahahaha
Thats all i do now and thats all i did before i met ang
thats just how things are with me
when i get bored i play video games cuz im so fucking bored all the time and when i dont feel like putting up with bitcheyness of a girl video games are my answer. It could be worse yknow?
so im not worried....but whatever im out now peaaaaaaaaaaaace